It’s funny. That’s the only way to describe the feeling when the world stops, and you see lives around you changing. When crying and smiling is all your mind can fathom. When you feel yourself being pulled in the same direction. And you’re happy. Exstatically happy. Because in a year or two, that person that stops the world and changes life as everyone knows it, just might be you. And you’ll smile and cry some more. And you’ll think back to when you realized that this is growing up. And your future isn’t that far off.
No song can capture this excitement.
My mind is numb from pure joy. I always associated this numb feeling with anger and sorrow, but I realize now it comes with overwhelming happiness too. The only difference is it feels bubbly. Like if I sat long enough I’d float away.
I am happy for the lives my friends are creating, and I wish them all the luck and joy that this world can give, and when that isn’t enough I know that their friends back “Home” will be there to pick up the slack.
Sometimes the most unexpected occurances can be the most life changing.
Odd Blood 